My Fight With God

Moeluvin
3 min readAug 1, 2023

Hey y’all, hey!

Can we take a minute to chat about life? Seriously, it’s like this wild rollercoaster ride that takes us to the most unexpected places. Have you ever noticed how our plans can sometimes do a little dance with destiny, leading us to places we never even dreamed of? It’s like God has this grand design, and we’re just along for the fabulous, unpredictable journey.

So, I’m here to spill some tea about my own journey. Brace yourselves because it’s been a mix of fabulous and challenging moments as I navigate through this crazy phase of life. Picture this: the year kicked off with me feeling all kinds of vibes. I was on a quest to find my purpose, diving deep into soulful prayers and spilling my thoughts into a journal. Little did I know that this soul-searching adventure would be the spark that ignited a dazzling transformation within me.

They say, “Be careful what you ask for,” and honey, that’s no joke. As I opened up my heart to God’s plan, I was hit with some major revelations that left me shook and amazed. I was like, “Wait, me? Are you sure, God?” My emotions were all over the place — excitement doing the cha-cha with uncertainty. The thought of stepping into a significant role was both exhilarating and nerve-wracking. I mean, who knew God had this much trust in lil’ ol’ me?

But real talk, I had my moments of doubt. Was I really ready for all this responsibility? It was like a revelation lightbulb moment, though. Whenever I started questioning myself, God would drop these mind-blowing visions in my path, whispering, “Chill out, I got your back.” These dreams were like fireworks exploding in my heart — a mix of “OMG, can I really do this?” and “Wow, this is huge!” If our dreams don’t give us goosebumps and a bit of a scare, they might need an upgrade.

And you know what? I grabbed those dreams with both hands, even though I had this whole dance-off with myself about my existing plans and projects. My Bestie and I had poured our souls into those ventures. I asked God, “How does this new plan fit into our existing plans?” But you know what God said? This journey was a solo gig, just for me. I could share the good vibes, but this was my journey. Yeah, it hit me like a wave — tears, frustration, and all. Sometimes God gives you a solo spotlight, and you’ve gotta work it. Whether you like it or not.

Here’s the tea, loves: when God calls, nothing else matters. It’s like a whisper that drowns out the noise of the world. Once we tap into our purpose, everything clicks. Those uncertainties? Poof, gone in a cloud of stardust.

Looking back, I see how every twist, turn, and twirl in my life was leading up to this epic chapter. God had been secretly choreographing this dance all along, even when I was busting some questionable moves.

So, here I am, riding the waves of purpose and faith, soaking it all in. I know I’m never alone, no matter how cloudy the future seems. There’s this godly GPS guiding every step, and lemme tell you, it’s a chic journey of epic proportions.

So the next time you start doubting God’s playlist for you, remember my story. Embrace those curveballs life throws your way, follow those dreams with sass, and trust that every single moment was getting you ready for a show-stopping destiny. Life’s tapestry? Total masterpiece. When we surrender to God’s remix, we dance to the beat of his drums.

Can we talk excitement? I am over the moon about this next chapter! I know God won’t lead me astray, but hey, it’s not just about his perks. It’s about deepening my bond with God, letting him lead the dance, and fully trusting its anointed choreography.

So, people, let’s step into our purpose! When we embrace the call, we’re in for a ride that’s all about joy, growth, and vibes that are out of this world.

With so much love and fierce faith,
Moe

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